2004-08-23 - 9:24 a.m.

||rainbow fantasies||

In my dream I had a baby named Morghan Claire. I didn't name her that and I hated that the spelling was "unique"....like Tasty Takes.

In an attempt to clear my conscience about not being married...he proposed to me. A crumpled post-it note that read "Remember what we talked about last night? Go upstairs and see for yourself".

When I reached the bathroom counter there was a ring sitting there. It was brushed silver with a large dark oval shape with tiny diamonds and etched stars surrounding them.

It was ugly and then it started raining. I remember telling everyone that I was one of those women that had an easy childbirth. I was awesome at giving birth.

So much rain.

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